Crushed

“Why do they call it a crush? Because that's how you feel when they don't feel the same way in return.”

Today I heard that the guy in my math class who I have a massive crush on has a girlfriend.

I have no idea if its true but I hope it isn't... I don't think it is....

He stares at me all the time in class but never makes a move :(

Why is it that all the guys I am actually interested in never make a move but the guys who I would

probably never be interested in always make a move?!?!

I have only made out with one guy & I don't even know his name. We were dancing at a teen club

& he just started kissing me. He stuck his tongue down my throat way too far, it was awful. I want

to have a legit kiss, I want it to actually mean something.

Lately I feel like nothing really means anything anymore...