Could I have stopped her?

Could I have stopped her from committing this sin?

If I would have shown her what she couldn't see?

Would she still be gone if she would have known,

Just how much she means to me?

Can she see me from heaven?

Can she see what her absence has done to me?

Did she watch me slide the razor from left to right?

Does she regret?

Does she wish she could be here for me,

Like I wish I could have been there for her?

Was that her that night?

That night I was lying in bed with tears in my eyes,

With blood on my wrist,

Did she brush my cheek, place her hand on mine,

I felt the cool breeze, I felt another presence,

Was she there for me?

Just keep moving... Just keep moving...

Her words of wisdom replay over and over in my head,

I try, I try, I try to keep moving...

I'm trying to let go...

But I just can't...

I miss you so much my friend...

My hero...

I hold you close to my heart,

I always will.

Dear friend... You taught me so much.

I continue to wonder...I can't help but to wonder,

Could I have stopped her?