One for my mother who has stopped asking why...

She used to ask me whats wrong.

I used to tell her.

I don't know why... But after a while I stopped telling her whats wrong when she asked... Maybe I was sick of being judged because thats what my Mom does. She judges everyone. I guess she just got tired of hearing "nothing" so she stopped asking. Now instead of trying to figure out whats wrong with me, she punishes me. For example, I don't like to go to dance anymore because it hurts to look in the mirror at myself. & its ridiculously hard to have good technique that I have just kind of given up on myself. I tell her that I don't want to go to dance & she says to me "if you don't go you are going to be punished". She doesn't even try to find out whats wrong with me so that she can help me. Thats why she was one of the reasons behind my crime. Because she doesn't care to help me...